A heyoka's initiation
Returning here as a changed woman
I am returning home from a month long initiation in my born place, Arizona. Gosh — what a trip.
When I left my secluded cabin in the woods, the weather was tempestuous and I arrived to AZ to the same vibe. I went directly to my dad’s house in Northern AZ and was caught in the midst of a snowstorm which shut down the freeway, leaving us stuck for almost 3 hours, only 2 miles away from our exit. Surely, I should have seen the omen in front of me.
It was if a heyoka (or “sacred clown”) was controlling the entire journey.
If you don’t know how a heyoka works, I’ll explain briefly — heyokas operate outside of social constructs. This can look like living out of the ordinary, creating “trouble,” or inciting chaos. Heyokas are known to stir the pot, expose the underbelly, and “poke fun” of those who are “too serious.” When heyokas are active, things get a little wonky, yet… they always work out someway.
Some indicators of heyoka energy ~ those with strong coyote or fox medicine, the cloud nation, Andromedan souls, Gods similar to Loki, etc.
Truthfully, as I wrote this out I realized — I am a heyoka — that was the initiation. It was a reclamation of my lineage, my remembrance, my codes, and my own ability to hold that Truth.
My entire journey was a mirror into my shadows, an opportunity to refine who/what I am, how I desire to relate to my life, and where I am headed. I let everything slip away and I focused on the essentials of Selfhood, Motherhood, and Service to Humanity.
I soft launched the Dragon Rising Collective while actively combatting an archon entity trying to hijack multiple wombs in my family. I arrived to my first call in tender loving devotion while I shattered the illusion of who I have been as wife to my husband and mother to my children. I soulfully dedicated myself to living truly to who I actually am as Dragon Rose Oracle after being held in the energetic field of my own teacher, reminded of what I intrinsically know.
While on my journey, I let myself believe that there was no rush, no force, no deadline, no need to stress myself the fuck out over anything and guess what? I was right.
Despite the incessant twists, turns, tribulations, and curveballs, everything worked out perfectly and in Divine order. Every time I turned around with a want or need and let go of my desire to control how I received it, it was given to me almost instantaneously. This isn’t manifestation, it is alignment with destiny and personal prophecy.
Over the next coming days and weeks, I’ll detail some of the stories with you, but for now, this is my soft landing back into my home, my work, my mission. Hopefully this weekend I can record a transmission from the Cloud Dragons because ((holy shit)) they’ve been activating so much for me and asking for space on this platform to speak to you. Keep your eyes peeled.
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